Episode 5

SO, still no answer from the Green Eyed boy. Dreamt of him last night tough, and for some reason my parents were there :-/ NOT GOOD! Do I need my parents approval on which man to date? 
Mista' Saturday: I did talk to him on the phone, but still no date!! We did have a conversation about our first Rendez vous and telling me that he did not want to sleep over, cause he thought it was too early for that: NICE or What's his problem?! Olalala,  Damn I'm tiered of this shit! It really is getting to me. I know and he told me he wants to meet with me again. So WTF are you waiting for? coward? scared? busy? other girl? 
I was watching this movie called EASY about this girl who goes on a 3 month celibacy, which I did. But I did not decide to do it, it just happened during "my good girl phase". I was texting Mista' Saturday about how this girl was going through the same thing as I was. He wanted to know which movie and I was like: Nope not telling ya!(that would give away too much). I only gave him ONE hint: that one of the actors was from the seies LOST. And he figured it out! OH Man, you're good!! - Shiza! Oh NOOOO, he's gonna think I'm some kind of freak, cause the girl in the movie is a bit coucou. And then the last text I got from him was: "You are french and??" - "and American" - "American means nothing!" - "ah ok, Lithuanian from my Dad's side". haha, guess he is starting to freak out, "where the hell does this girl come from?"


I want to thank my good friend Mr. R. who helped me unleash the LOLa in me that I had put aside, setting me free, telling me: "Where is my LOLa? Where is that feminine, natural sex appeal you have, where are you?!" Me, trying to be someone I'm not: "Don't sleep with him the first night, etc..." because that is what a girl should do to get a man. But hey! My last boyfriend lasted 3 years and started on a one night stand?! I don't want to lie to myself: I am a slut haha but not a nymphomaniac, there is a difference! All girls are sluts, they just are too afraid to show it or live up to it. By the way, it's Halloween Saturday and a loooot of girls dress up as sluts! Why is that, hun? Cause it's the one day you can wear that costume: kind of a contradiction though! You're hiding behind a costume of something you are or wish you could be without shame and be accepted for whom you are and with no judgement.


Okay, enough shrink time!


So I'm back on OKCupid, checkin' out the meat market again... and I stumble upon this dark haired guy, very cute for a 45 year old, he looked more like a 36/37 years, a professional realistic painter, crazy about Elvis and we start chatting: Halloween costumes comes up and I have a revelation!! I want to be Sookie from True Blood, (Innocent on the outside but dirty biatch on the inside hehe), and I need that white T-shirt with the Logo "Merlotte's" on it (that's the Bar&Grill she works at). So I ask him: "hey how about you draw the logo on my T-shirt?" and he's like: "Sure, but I'm a pro" - "What? You want me to pay you? Comon' dude" - "Well..." - "Well what? Ok, I'll buy you a drink and maaaaybe I'll even dance for you ;)". Now That got him to say yes, guys are soooo predictable (of course I know I was not going to dance... Biatch). I ask him to call me, because I would like to hear his voice before I meet him. Hey, he may be a freak, plus I'm going to his place. Lot's out there (I've ben lucky so far). The voice and the speech can tell a lot about a man. Ring-ring: "hey LOLa" - "hey Elvis" (that will be his nickname, he sings and paints Elvis, Big Fan) - "sing for me" - "you first" I say. And he starts singing an Elvis song: hahaha "and I can't help falling in love with you..." (awwww) Me: (of course Janis Joplin, my idol): "So come on, come on, come on and Break it! Take another little piece of my heart now baby...". So we decide to meet Thursday at 6PM.


Gotta run now, my place needs to be cleaned!! 
Maybe, I'll get the Green Eyed Boy or Mista' Saturday to come over ;) and I don't want them to think I'm a slob (hum-hum), plus my landlord will probably come by to pick up the rent... Gotta air out that cigi smell as well! (No Smoking inside yikes)
Elvis comin' up soon...
ciaociao