Episode 13

I have visions sometimes, probably fantasies, for example:
I was at the laundromat the other day, and I put down my new sunglasses on the washer. Next to me, this black hunky dude is putting his wife-beater's T-shirt in the machine. He turns around and all of sudden, out of nowhere, grabs my new *Yves Saint Laurent* glasses and starts running away!!!! (Finally a real pair of sunglasses, was about time! Sick and tiered of those $5 ones, so let me brag about it, OKAY! - thx Lady J. btw)
NOOOOO WAAAY! The daring lolA runs after him yelling her lungs out, her long hair is wild, she can feel her heart beat faster and faster. Fiiinally, someone makes him trip (croche pied). He falls, hands first on the cold cement floor. He is now on his stomach (he has amazing abs & arms btw). And me, standing up with one foot on his back, just like if I won the war, proud to be a women in power! But still... he is not giving  up the glasses!! So I punch him in the face and grab the glasses!
My friend Mista' R. says I would be a great dominatrix ;-) 
Maybe that's what I should do, hun?! I could make good money hehe.


"The Green Eyed Boy", I sent him a text 2 days ago "So... You wanna catch up Friday" and and and... NADA!!!! AAAHHH and my gut was telling me not to. So why did I? It's weird, I really don't know? I want to see him again and at the same time, I don't? lolAAAA what do you WANT for God's sake?! Cause you know you can't create what you had last time... and that is what I want.
Anyways, I got a plan B on OkCupid, so there! NA! He's got a beard and hair to his shoulders :-/ He better trim that beard and cut his hair before Friday!! haha We chatted a bit and he seemed like a "nice guy" (boring), kinda of a hippie, "that's how my momma brought me up" says he, just hope there is no tie-dye t-shirt goin' on!


and "Mista' Saturday"... Well, he does not exist anymore :( looked at his profile today under a pseudonym "Shantiii" can't let him know that I'm still thinking of him a bit!! U COWARD, him mot ME!


Cigi Break.. Music Break.. Coffee Break.. Chatting Break with Marlinochka in Paris!! Miss U Girl..
Shower done and summer clothes in the back of the closet :D 
Winter here I come!
Now, a bite to eat... 


Ok so Tuesday date!
Name: "Bike Freak" 
His Description on his profile: "Bike geeks. They think that 8 hours on a bike is a day well spent. They spend big on their bikes but you wouldn't know it from the surface. They buy the best, not the most expensive. They do their own mechanical work. They come from varied backgrounds but they tend to have tight little asses. If you're lucky you'll find a hill climber, they go up like an angel and go down like the devil. The girl? She can stand on her own two feet and doesn’t get pissed off when the geek spends the day riding".


We had a conversation about fire places, so he found this cute little place near my neighborhood called "Black Mountain" and with a fire place of course. I appreciated the effort! 


Of course, lolA always on time if not too early waits at the bar, orders a beer and plays with her iphone.
He comes in, short hair, really short, too short! and Damn his profile pix is soooo much better than reality, ARGH, but he does have gorgeous blue eyes. He takes a seat and turns out, even sitting down that I am taller than him?! kinda awkward, so I try to hunch, haha. I don't like looking down on a man, I'd rather look up at a man, way more sexier and makes me feel safe, (he protects me from those freaks out there, my heroooo). 


So, we start chatting and who comes in?! My ex, et Merdeeuuu. I dated this guy for like 3 months or so, but it didn't go anywhere. He was really sweet but he just could not F*** me!! Don't ask! I don't know. He always had an excuse. Horny girl in bed wants sex and the guy says NO, humm?! Okay at the beginning, I get it, he wants to do things right, which I appreciated. But seriously, after the 3rd time? WTF? Come on, something's wrong here! He's into S&M, which actually was kinda of fun (not my first time hehe), oh lolA you kinky little girl.. naughty naughty naughty little girl ;-) but still, that didn't give me any action down there. FRUSTRATED!! 
Awkward moment: "hey" - "hey, how's it goin'?" and we both go back to our conversations. We do live in the same 'hood so it's not like I hadn't seen him since we broke up.


To tell you the truth, I don't really remember what we talked about with the "bike freak", that means a lot --> booooring!! I do remember that he teaches pilates and is learning acupuncture. Too healthy for me! I'm sure he is bisexual, he has manners that are a bit tooo feminine for me, ya know, the hand thing? We order "une fondue" for 2 (I've had better ones) and another beer. Food/drinks done, we're done! Check please! We split it in 1/2, he could of payed a bit more... but whatever it's NY and it's $$$. At this point, I just want to be home! Hug and then "ok, well" - silence - "bye" - silence - "bye" - silence - "good meeting you" - silence - "yeah same here" - fake and polite smile and off we go in different directions, even though I knew he should of gone in my direction, I did not say anything :-/ Just want to be home, it's so cold out!! 


Well, back to square one! 
Between, my fantasies and reality. I gotta figure things out. Maybe I just need a little whipping to wake up ;)
catch ya later!
ciaocio